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a glimpse into a troubled mind

by Enj the Terrifying Muse

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1.
Pack of Smokes 02:59
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Pasen la botella la noche apenas comienza Pasen la botella, no tengo pa lo tragos igual voy de fiesta What up there’s no work tomorrow gonna get drunk forget about my sorrows There’s Claire calling her ex boyfriend, get ready to hold her hair from vomit I’m super sorry he’s way worse than I we remembered but his mistakes won’t go away with his descents Go home for the rest of the night, come on I’ll go get you a cab Pasen la botella la noche apenas comienza Pasen la botella, no tengo pa lo tragos igual voy de fiesta Some guy just came for me, bitches don’t know who they’re dealing with Get ready for blood and tears, the drama is about to begin I’m the bitch everybody will remember Their hangover won’t be over till I say so I was ready and read you for filth don’t try to cry ain’t getting down on my knees Pasen la botella la noche apenas comienza Pasen la botella, no tengo pa lo tragos igual voy de fiesta Pasen la botella la otra va en mi cuenta Pasen la botella, no tengo ni una cama donde caer muerta -Maes que hicieron mi fuego lo acabo de comprar -Buenas me da una pacha y una botella de sirope porfa -Playo por aquí no ha pasado, no se monte It’s not that sad don’t have time for weeping The cigarettes are 3 blocks away from this ditch Forget the lighter we’ll get a new one there I can’t be bothered with your stupid exboyfriend There’s no party like the one you won’t remember, voguing, smoking, kissing with some random strangers Get ready for the ride if you life, don’t even bother sleeping tonight
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Bottles 03:13
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Bottles Go ahead and bring out the bottles Scattered all around the place My bottles Memories contained inside these bottles All my bottles I see my life flash right in front of my eyes, I feel the breeze of failure what a surprise Ominous figures stare, They can smell my lies. I ain't happy I have compromised Try not to sell out but a man's gotta eat, Grew up seeing my ma work her ass off while I was fast asleep Got outta high school, helpless without a boat to steer I expected so much now life's catching up with me Bottles Go ahead and bring out the bottles Scattered all around the place My bottles Memories contained inside these bottles All my bottles It's crazy to think I waited this much and stuck around Turning 20 wasn't really in there with my plans I never saw a future living a regular life I was so in my head I forgot to plan All the expectations said I would make it far But my own brain clipped my wings and I got stuck inside My insecurities they really played their part and I Can't see anything in front of me I got my eyes wide shut I got depressed forgot to shower, To eat or breathe and nightmares are everything I feel ahead of me The tension in my jaw don't disappear when I sleep, I got a migraine and my shoulders feel heavy with guilt Bottles Go ahead and bring out the bottles Scattered all around the place My bottles Memories contained inside these bottles All my bottles A stabbing feeling goes right through my chest but My lungs are filled with water and I can't really tell Reality from pain or simple images My brain just really wants me to share A chilling view from a lady in a chair, A cold dark night from an endless void or rain I brought a fire, I brought a paper, I brought a pen but nothing I wrote Seemed to get rid of my aching head Bottles Go ahead and bring out the bottles Scattered all around the place My bottles Memories contained inside these bottles All my bottles Bottles I can't believe I wasted my life in bottles Potential flushed right down the drain Bottles Stupid, obsessed with my bottles Fucking bottles
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Bacchus's Basement 03:23
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The night is still young and our friend just bailed the perfect chance for the crime to take place the stolen glances we shared have lead right to this place forbidden kisses in Dionysus’s real but something feels wrong we’ve been stringing along other people, we’re not thinking this through but I want you so bad and there’s no stopping it now we’re both drunk and consequences won’t last meet me in the bathroom first stall left to right I’ve got a surprise for you that I think you will really like Meet me in the bathroom You know where I’ll be Forget about the loser You’re seeing instead of me you smell like cigarettes I’m wearing your favourite red dress your wildest dreams could never meet the mark your skin is so soft the club lights make you so hot the drink in my hand started run out come on it won’t take long just a few minutes more kiss me quickly, we’ll be right out the door our friend won’t mind the wait she’s no fun anyway let’s do this before she gets in the way meet me in the bathroom first stall left to right I’ve got a surprise for you that I think you will really like Meet me in the bathroom You know where I’ll be Forget about the loser You’re seeing instead of me
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Train Ride Home 04:14
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June's Route 05:20
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Grief 03:23
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Grow up 03:34
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Never Needed You 03:21
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Time 04:09
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All I know 02:55
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Bodysnatcher (Invasion) 03:45
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Swim 03:14
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I did my best To stay afloat My guilt sunk in Then I was stuck Is this all I am? Can I be someone else? And never be the person that I hate Stop tying my fears to my ankles If you don’t swim you will drown In all the expectations My feet don’t even touch the ground The monsters will eat me alive Should I give up Stop fighting what’s to come Embrace my past Let it kill me in her eyes Give up all and settle for this Life in mediocrity Give up all hope And be who they said they would make me If you don’t swim you will drown In all the expectations My feet don’t even touch the ground The monsters will eat me alive If you don’t swim you will drown In all the expectations My feet don’t even touch the ground The monsters will eat me alive

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A group of strangers walk into the same dinner and start realising their issues can't go unadressed.

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released February 1, 2021

Cover art, mastering, music and lyrics written by Enjolras Morningstar
Featuring Alonso Mora, Veronica Oviedo, Billy Barquero, Samuel Peñaranda, Daniela Arrieta, Paula Barboza, Ana Arguedas, Maria Celeste Alvarado, Justin Vargas, Dante Barreto and Lili Benavides as the cast in the album cover art.

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