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Part of the concept album titled 'a glimpse into a troubled mind'. Andres is a former heir to his family's fortune until his problems with alcohol cost him everything. He reflects on how much of his life he has spent trying to deal with his addiction

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Bottles
Go ahead and bring out the bottles
Scattered all around the place

My bottles
Memories contained inside these bottles
All my bottles
I see my life flash right in front of my eyes,
I feel the breeze of failure what a surprise
Ominous figures stare,
They can smell my lies. I ain't happy I have compromised
Try not to sell out but a man's gotta eat,
Grew up seeing my ma work her ass off while I was fast asleep
Got outta high school, helpless without a boat to steer
I expected so much now life's catching up with me

Bottles
Go ahead and bring out the bottles
Scattered all around the place
My bottles
Memories contained inside these bottles
All my bottles

It's crazy to think I waited this much and stuck around
Turning 20 wasn't really in there with my plans
I never saw a future living a regular life
I was so in my head I forgot to plan
All the expectations said I would make it far
But my own brain clipped my wings and I got stuck inside
My insecurities they really played their part and I
Can't see anything in front of me I got my eyes wide shut
I got depressed forgot to shower,
To eat or breathe and nightmares are everything I feel ahead of me
The tension in my jaw don't disappear when I sleep,
I got a migraine and my shoulders feel heavy with guilt

Bottles
Go ahead and bring out the bottles
Scattered all around the place
My bottles
Memories contained inside these bottles
All my bottles

A stabbing feeling goes right through my chest but
My lungs are filled with water and I can't really tell
Reality from pain or simple images
My brain just really wants me to share
A chilling view from a lady in a chair,
A cold dark night from an endless void or rain
I brought a fire, I brought a paper,
I brought a pen but nothing I wrote
Seemed to get rid of my aching head

Bottles
Go ahead and bring out the bottles
Scattered all around the place
My bottles
Memories contained inside these bottles
All my bottles

Bottles
I can't believe I wasted my life in bottles
Potential flushed right down the drain
Bottles
Stupid, obsessed with my bottles
Fucking bottles

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from a glimpse into a troubled mind, released February 1, 2021
produced by Enjolras Morningstar
art by Enjolras Morningstar featuring Alonso Mora

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