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I really wanna die
Like, thinking about staying alive is just wow
Such a burden having to worry about my own well being
I swear I’m not trying to be a downer
I just can’t. I- I just can’t
All these supposed responsibilities I have to take care of everyone here.
It’s exhausting, I can’t do this anymore.
I’m the kid, not the adult.
Thinking about what to eat three times a day makes my skin crawl I’m tired of living here.
It’s not their fault they need me here but
Why am I supposed to put everything on hold until everyone gets their shit together?
I can’t anymore
I’m tired I’m tired
I can’t even say what I think anymore it’s exhausting to have to be grateful for it all
I swear I didn’t ask to be born
I mean come on, I mean come on!
How are you not tired of having to worry about things that have to do with this stupid prison I didn’t want to be in.
This body is the worst.
Eating, pooping, sleeping is so exhausting, Jesus fucking Christ I-
I feel confined by the limits of what is supposed to be real like things I can touch
Why can’t I just exist out of everyone’s perception?
I can’t even fathom the idea of them thinking of me as something I know I’m not.
I mean come one, I mean come on.
Just let me go, I wanna go

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released June 4, 2021
Music and Lyrics by Enjolras Morningstar
Cover art by Enjolras Morningstar

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